Episode 5 Trying Harder

 Good Morning


    While doing some research, I found that a lot of people are saying a lot of different things about weight loss. The one thing that they all have in common: Drink More Water. It was getting to the point where I said to myself 'Okay, okay. I get it. More water.' So, I'm going to try to get out to a nearby park that has a walking trail. I can take my cat for a walk and get myself up and moving more. On a serious note: I don't want to die at an early age. My dad didn't even hit 50 and here I am about to turn 40 in another year. If I only live for 10 more years, what do I have to show for it? I don't have a house, kids, husband or a fruitful business. My life is, for right now, a void. The thing is I am trying. I'm working very hard to get thing up and running and I want to be successful. What is wrong with me? How is it that everyone else can do it and I can't? Am I that flawed? Sometimes I wonder: What am I really meant for? Am I even meant to be here? I know I'm going to figure it out. These are just things that run through my head occasionally. Everything will iron itself out, because I won't let myself give up.

Love you loves! Kisses.



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